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Nov. 5th, 2009

Alot has gone on...still not to ready to write it all.
Lajos has been good to me, still tired.
I miss Ravi.

Sep. 7th, 2009

Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me are like one heart-beat.
You and me are like one heart-beat.

So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me are like one heart-beat.
You and me are like one heart-beat.

Back into what I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
(Forget my name) Now I know, the way to go, this place inside my demented mind.
(Forget my name) You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.
(Forget my name) This time in silence, this time I win. [x3]
(Forget my name) Now you will feel my pain
Forget my name [x5]

Just how I f eel..

Change my attempt good intentions...

Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
But I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
Please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt

Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red

Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
but I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help

Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I

Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know

Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition

Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Should I, could I

Aug. 13th, 2009

Had a dream last night that Ravi dumped me via LJ...
Needless to say I was not amused.

May. 25th, 2009

This bed is so cold and alone without you...

May. 24th, 2009

My hard headed actions are my biggest downfall...
and because of it I lost something important today.

I don't think I will go to my classes today/tonight.
I am feeling very ill at the moment and my emotional
state is sending my visions into a fury.

I'm going to go spend time in Fathers room.
He always cheers me up.

I just hope, things are fixed once everything's cooled down.
I dont know if I could handle this permanately.

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